Jan 5, 2022Singing Through The CracksIn my brief tenure as a classical singer, I learned a few life-altering facts: 1. That hiding could not save me. 2. That “pretty” is not at all synonymous with “compelling” 3. That when faced with vocal challenges, it is better for the instrument if one applies less effort and…Opera9 min readOpera9 min read
Jan 5, 2022Bridging Two Worlds to Find ‘My American Heart’At around 4 a.m. on May 18, 2020, I woke up with a lyric fully formed and ready to roll out of me. I stealthily reached for my phone, trying hard not to wake my peacefully sleeping wife, and transcribed the stream of consciousness coming through, too sleepy to manipulate…Music8 min readMusic8 min read
Jan 2, 202126 Ways to Earn a Good DeathWe did it. We crossed the threshold into a new year and just by the skin of our teeth. Having mortality on the tongue of every anchor in a 24 hour news cycle has somehow given me a new lease on life by deepening my respect for death. The Buddhists…Living With Purpose2 min readLiving With Purpose2 min read
Jul 8, 2020An Open Letter To Alton Sterling (On the 4th Anniversary of His Murder)Dear Alton, I’m not sure what it is about you. Maybe it’s because your smile reminds me of the first guy that ever asked me to dance at 4-H camp back in the day, or because your shy eyes remind me of the dude I used to tutor in math…Alton Sterling4 min readAlton Sterling4 min read
Jul 2, 2020Just Singing A Song Won’t Change the World (An Open Letter to Neil Young, Revisited)It’s been weighing heavily on my soul. It’s been over 10 years since I heard this song and is refrain still rings in my head. “Just singing a song won’t change the world.” I am a musician in my heart and in my blood, but I don’t make enough money…Green Energy3 min readGreen Energy3 min read
Jul 1, 2020Eugenics and My Lower LipThere are only three things I remember about the 6th grade, and they all happened in social studies class. I remember meeting my friend Marc, the first person I ever met from the Philippines, who in college became my ballroom dance partner, and who is now living his best life…BlackLivesMatter6 min readBlackLivesMatter6 min read